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« on: November 26, 2009, 06:13:50 AM »
This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
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« on: November 26, 2009, 06:13:19 AM »
Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask you why we can't be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.
The hardest thing about knowing you don't love me
is that you spent so much time pretending that you did.
You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.
At first, I cried because I didn't have you why do I still cry now that I do?
How could you make me love you and then not be there to love me back?
And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care I can't seem to get you out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you.
I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.
2203
« on: November 26, 2009, 06:06:31 AM »
You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.
We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.
I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.
You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?
You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.
I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped.
I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts.
I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words you are just bribing me. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high
Am I mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?... no. More like crushed... did I ever really know you?
If u wanna read more, lemme know.. Ill post more
2204
« on: November 26, 2009, 06:00:48 AM »
Sat Sri Akal Ji,
Welcum On Pj..
Hope u have a gud day and u enjoy
jeh koi madat chaydi hove tan menu jaroor dasna okay!
Rab Rakha,
MaNmoniye
Sub-admin
2205
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:51:00 AM »
2206
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:50:48 AM »
karde bhene
sach tan sach h rehna aa plzz bhene paste that stuff
ghar jake karu ok? :love:
2207
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:29:43 AM »
mitro ji ki hoyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hoya ta kuch ni:P bas ewi
2208
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:26:58 AM »
no onez perfect.
2209
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:17:58 AM »
JEEz man, im being all emotional lately:p
koi hal edha dasso :dnk:
2210
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:17:30 AM »
VOTING CLOSED
2211
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:17:23 AM »
VOTING CLOSED
2212
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:15:54 AM »
Ve main teri yaa.. main tenu kehni a..
tu bagaaah wafa sajana...
2213
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:12:08 AM »
ive got sum really sensitive stuff but im not gnna post
tuhi sareya ne rauhpena
2214
« on: November 26, 2009, 05:11:45 AM »
na puch :woried:
2215
« on: November 26, 2009, 01:38:31 AM »
Almost a year :lol:
2216
« on: November 26, 2009, 01:37:56 AM »
:cry: damn this was really... just idk ....man it made me cry mitroo
aww dont cry baby :hug: :love:
2217
« on: November 25, 2009, 08:38:44 AM »
yaar ki karha, meri apni jodi nai bandi:(
2218
« on: November 25, 2009, 08:24:55 AM »
If the baby is a girl, your sister is going to name it after me, she’s going to call it Mom. :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
Oh my days.
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« on: November 25, 2009, 08:23:05 AM »
So who is 2, 5 or 9.. may be we can hook up some tim e :pagel:
Im 4, bacha hogeya 8->
2220
« on: November 25, 2009, 08:18:29 AM »
I think its a gud idea, Vicky is always there.
Baki vicky te if he wants to do it.. And I dont know what GS and other sub admins think about
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